So, starting this off again by saying that I haven't blogged in forever. Not that I haven't thought about it, because I have numerous times, but, just haven't sat down to actually put in words what is going on in my head. Maybe because I am lazy ~ maybe because I am scared to type out what I really want to say.
Our weekend was good ~ Autism Meets Optimism Event on Saturday and then yesterday, Sierra and I took the little monsters to the zoo. I told Riley she could stay with her family, the monkeys, but she wanted to go home with us. Oh well, can't say I didn't try.
Going to make this short and sweet because I don't want to say more than I should. Just want to say that at the end of the day, just like most other people, I have feelings and I am sorry if that offends or upsets anyone. Maybe I should keep them inside and hold them tighter than I already do, because, that seems to work well for everyone, right? Actually, I am at a point that I don't care what works well for everyone. Call me selfish ~ I am concerned for what works well for me and the way that I respond to my family and others. Judge Judy wrote a book entitled "Don't Pee on My Leg and Tell Me It's Raining". Maybe instead of allowing myself to feel for situations, myself, my kids and others, I should adapt to that philosophy. At one point in my life, I feel like that was where I was at. After having babies and becoming a wife, that is not exactly what I wanted for my life or anyone in it. However, sadly, if it works, then it works.
Maybe I should end by just saying that I have feelings and am tired of them being trampled on. If that doesn't work for you .... move on. My leg is tired of getting tinkled on.
